CHAPTER ONE
The first thing that hit me was the
smell – damp and bitter. It was the smell of a place long shut up, of mice,
bird-droppings, and rot.
‘Welcome to Wicker House,’ Dad said,
and flicked a switch. Nothing happened, and he groaned.
‘Probably been disconnected. I’ll go
and investigate. Here, have this.’ He pushed the torch at me. ‘I’ll get another
one from the car.’
I wrapped my arms around myself,
shivering as I swung the torch’s thin beam around the shadowy, cobwebbed
rafters. The air in the house was even colder than the night outside.
‘Go on,’ Dad called from the car.
‘Don’t wait for me; go and explore. Why don’t you check out your bedroom – I
thought you’d like the one at the top of the stairs. It’s got a lovely view.’
I didn’t want to explore. I wanted
to go home – except where was home? Not London. Not any more.
Dust motes swirled, silver in the
torchlight, as I pushed open a door to my right and peered into the darkness
beyond. The narrow circle of the torch’s beam glittered back at me from a
broken window, then traced slowly across the damp-splotched plaster. I guessed
this had once been a living room, though it seemed strange to use the word
‘living’ about a place so dead and unloved.
Something moved in the dark hole of
the fireplace. Images of mice, rats, huge spiders ran through my head – but
when I got up the courage to shine the torch I saw only a rustle of ashes as
whatever it was fled into the shadows. I thought of my best friend, Lauren, who
went bleach-pale at even the idea of a mouse. She’d have been standing on a
chair by now, probably screaming. The idea of Lauren’s reaction to this place
made me feel better, and I reached into my pocket for my phone and started a
text.
Hi Lauren, we’ve arrived in Winter.
The welcome party consists of half a dozen rats and—
I broke off. There was no signal.
Well, I’d known this place would be isolated, Dad had called that ‘part of its
charm’. But even so … Maybe I could get a signal upstairs.
The stairs creaked and protested
every step, until I reached a landing, with a corridor stretching into
darkness, lined with doors. The closest was ajar – and I put my hand on it and
pushed.
For a minute I was dazzled by the
moonlight flooding in. Then, as my eyes adjusted, I took in the high, vaulted
ceiling, the stone window seat, and smelled the faint scent of the sea drifting
through the open window.
Through the casement I could see the
forest stretching out, mile after mile, and beyond a thumbnail moon cast a
wavering silver path across the night-black sea. It was heart-breakingly lovely
and, in that fleeting instant, I caught a glimmer of what had brought Dad to
this place.
I stood, completely still, listening
to the far off sound of the waves. Then a harsh, inhuman cry ripped through the
room, and a dark shape detached from the shadows. I ducked, a flurry of black
wings beat the air above my head, and I caught a glimpse of an obsidian beak
and a cold, black eye as the creature hunched for a second on the sill. Then it
spread its wings and was gone, into the night.
My heart was thudding ridiculously,
and suddenly I didn’t want to be exploring this house alone in the dark. I
wanted Dad, and warmth, and light. Almost as if on cue, there was a popping
sound, a blinding flash, and the light-bulb in the corridor blazed. I screwed
up my eyes, dazzled by the harsh brightness after straining into the darkness.
‘Hey-hey!’ Dad’s shout echoed up the
stairs. ‘Turns out the leccy wasn’t off – it was just a fuse. Come on down and
I’ll give you the grand tour.’
He was waiting in the hall, his face
shining with excitement. I tried to rearrange my expression into something
approximating his, but it clearly didn’t work, because he put an arm around me.
‘Sorry it’s a bit of a nightmare,
sweetie. The place hasn’t been occupied for years and I should have realized
they’d have turned everything off. Not the best homecoming, I must admit.’
Homecoming. The word had a horribly
hollow sound. Yup, this place was home now. I’d better get used to it.
‘Come on.’ Dad gave me a squeeze.
‘Let me show you around.’
As Dad took me round, I tried to
find positive things to say. It was pretty hard. Everything was falling apart –
even the plugs and light switches were all ancient Bakelite and looked like
they’d explode if you touched them.
‘Just look at those beams,’ he
exclaimed in the living room. ‘Knocks our old Georgian house into a cocked hat,
eh? See those marks?’ He pointed above our heads to scratches cut deeply into
the corded black wood. They looked like slashes: deep, almost savage cuts that
formed a series of Vs and Ws. ‘Witch marks, according to my book. Set there to
protect the house from evil spirits and stuff.’ But I didn’t have time to look
properly at the scarred wood, because Dad was hurrying me on to his next
exhibit.
‘And how’s that for a fireplace? You
could roast an ox in there! That’s an old bread oven, I think.’ He tapped a
little wooden door in the inglenook beside the fire, blackened and warped with
heat. ‘I’ll have to see about getting it open one of these days. But anyway,
enough of me rattling on. What do you think? Isn’t it great?’
When I didn’t respond he put his
hand on my shoulder and turned me to look at him, begging me with his eyes to
like it, be happy, share his enthusiasm.
‘I like all the fireplaces,’ I said
evasively.
‘Well you’ll like them even more
when winter comes, unless I can get the central heating in pretty pronto. But
is that all you’ve got to say?’
‘It’s a lot of work, Dad. How are we
going to afford it?’ Even as I said it, I suddenly realized that I’d never
really said those words before. I’d never had to. We hadn’t been rich, but Dad
had always earned enough for what we needed.
Dad shrugged. ‘We got the place
pretty cheap, considering. And I’ll do most of the work myself, which’ll cut
down costs.’
‘Oh God!’ I said involuntarily in a
horrified voice. Then I caught Dad’s eye and began to laugh. Dad can barely
change a light-bulb, let alone conduct major house renovations. He looked
offended for a minute but then began to laugh too.
‘I’ll get someone in to do the gas
and electrics, at least, I promise you that.’ He put his arm around me. ‘I have
a really good feeling about this place, Anna. I know it’s been a jolt for you,
I do, but I honestly think we can make something of our lives here. I can do a
bit of writing, grow veg – maybe I could even do B&B if money gets tight.
This place just needs a little TLC to make it fantastic.’
A little TLC? I thought about
the filth and the rats, and all the work we were going to have to do to make
this place even liveable, let alone nice. And then I looked at Dad, and I
thought of him back in London, sitting up night after night, his face grey with
worry as he tried to make the sums add up, tried to find a way out for both of
us.
‘I think,’ I said. Then I stopped.
‘Yes?’
‘I think … if anyone can do it, you
can, Dad.’ I put my torch down on the mantelpiece and hugged him fiercely. Then
I noticed something.
‘Hey.’ I coughed to clear my throat.
‘Look.’
I brushed away the dust that covered
the fire surround, and shone my torch closer. Beneath the grime were twining
vines and leaves, but that wasn’t what I’d noticed. In the centre was a carved
stone shield, bearing an ornate W.
‘W for Winterson.’
‘Look at that!’ Dad said
delightedly. ‘Though it’s W for Winter more likely, or maybe Wicker House. But
it’s a nice omen. Now come on.’ He dropped a kiss on the top of my head. ‘Let’s
go and do battle with that Aga, see if we can’t get you some tea.’
Monday was the first day of the
summer term, but you wouldn’t have known it from the greyish light that
trickled under the curtains. I lay in bed with the cover to my chin and
listened to the wind in the trees. My body felt strange; every muscle was taut
with nerves and my veins seemed full of some strange tingling liquid, as if my
blood had been drained and replaced with carbonated water. It was terrifying
starting a new school after ten years in the same comfortable surroundings.
There had been only forty girls in the Lower Sixth of my old school – in
comparison Winter High was massive. And scary. And co-ed.
Just to add to the stress, there was
no uniform in the sixth form. Which meant I had to think about what to wear to
school for the first time in my life.
Dragging myself out of bed, I opened
the door to my Ikea wardrobe, which looked strange and out of place in this
huge, vaulted room. At the sight of myself in the mirror inside, I groaned.
I’ve never forgiven Dad for bequeathing his hair to me: wild, dark and unruly,
and ready to run riot at the slightest opportunity. I suppose the rest, the
pale skin and blue-grey eyes, must have come from my mother. I wouldn’t know,
but that certainly wasn’t Dad’s DNA looking back at me from the mirror.
I grabbed a comb and began trying to
tame my curls into something that wouldn’t get people pointing and laughing on
my first day. My best hope for Winter High was not being noticed. I wasn’t
planning on making any life-long friends; if I could just get through the next
two years, get my A-levels, and get out, that would be good enough for me. But
fitting in would be nice, and crazy-girl hair wasn’t going to help with that.
I was only halfway done when Dad
yelled, ‘Breakfast!’ up the stairs.
‘Coming,’ I shouted.
A leaden lump formed in my stomach.
It was two miles to town and Dad
insisted on driving me. The car was parked in the middle of the clearing in
front of the house, under a vast, spreading beech, and as we picked our way
across the long grass, the dew wet the hem of my jeans. Far across the forest
you could see the silhouette of some tumbledown ruin, high on the cliffs above
the sea.
‘That’s Winter Castle,’ Dad said,
following my gaze. ‘It’s a ruin now, of course, but you can just make out the
towers.’ They were stark and black against the blue of the sea. ‘And that
lane’ll be your walk to school.’ He pointed to a cleft in the dense forest and
a black tarmac road that snaked off into the distance over the cliffs.
‘I still can’t believe we can see the
sea,’ I said.
‘As the crow flies we’re not far,’
Dad said. ‘It just feels further going through the wood. Anyway, better get
going. You don’t want to be late on your first day. If we’ve got time I’ll
drive you past the fishing port – you’ll like Winter village. I’ve always
thought it was a pretty little place.’
He turned the key in the ignition
and a clump of rooks detached themselves from the beech, startled by the noise.
They wheeled around in alarm as Dad manoeuvred his way into the lane, and then
followed us into the green shadows of the wood, swooping in our wake along the
leafy, curving tunnel, until we burst out into the stark sunlight of the cliff
road.
Dad drove steadily down past the
castle and through the outskirts of Winter, and we followed the tide of kids
sweeping up the narrow high street until we came to a sprawling building that
looked more like a Victorian prison than a school.
Winter High. It was huge. Winter was
a small town but the school took in all the kids from outlying villages; there
were five tutor groups in the Lower Sixth alone. I gulped – then realized that
Dad was waiting for a reply to some remark he’d made.
‘Sorry, Dad, what did you say?’
‘I said, anything special you’d like
for supper, to celebrate your survival?’
I shook my head. Food was the last
thing on my mind.
‘Anything’s fine. Well, OK. I’d
better …’
He nodded and kissed me on the
cheek, and I slid out of the car with my heart beating in my throat. As I
stood, fingering the strap of my bag, my mobile beeped. It was a text from
Lauren.
Hi sweets. don’t worry they’ll love
you. if they don’t tell em there’s a crew of Notting Hill beyatches gonna make
their lives hell. Good luck miss you L xxx
The reminder of home and all my
friends brought a sudden prickle to the back of my eyes but I blinked
furiously. Starting at my new school with tears in my eyes would not be
a good way to go.
I scrubbed at my cheeks,
straightened my back, and walked through the carved front door.
CHAPTER
TWO
My footsteps echoed as I entered the hallway. I was gazing up at a
mahogany board headed In honour of those former pupils of Winter Grammar
School, who gave their lives in the Great War 1914–18, when a grumpy voice
rang out.
‘Hey you!’
I stiffened and looked
round. A red-faced man in overalls was waving a mop at me. I pointed to myself
and he nodded.
‘Yes, you, Missy. No students
in the main door!’
‘Sorry,’ I said, annoyed to
find my voice was shaking a bit. ‘I didn’t know – I’m new.’
‘Well you’ll know for next
time, young lady,’ he said with obscure triumph.
‘I’ll take over from here,
Mr Wilkes,’ said a voice.
I jumped and turned.
Behind me was a small,
elderly man wearing a tweed jacket with leather elbow patches and a neat pair
of gold-rimmed spectacles. He held out a hand. ‘Anna Winterson, I presume? What
a very appropriate name.’
‘Yes, pleased to meet you,
Mr …’ I stopped in confusion.
‘Brereton,’ he completed.‘I
shall be taking you for History. Usually it’s the headmaster who welcomes new
students to the school, but unfortunately he’s unwell today. He has asked me to
act as his deputy and welcome you to Winter, my dear Anna. I’m sure you’ll be a
great addition to our ranks. Mid A-Levels is not the easiest time to move
schools, I realize, but I think you’ll feel at home in Winter very soon.’
‘Thank you,’ I muttered.
‘We are a friendly place,
by and large, although a little old-fashioned I do admit. But we pride
ourselves on keeping to some of the old traditions. And you may find our
interests coincide with yours more than you realize.’ He gave me a slightly
sideways look, that seemed to indicate there was more to his words than face
value. I had a sudden, horrible premonition that he was going to try to
persuade me into some dire extra-curricular activity – dressing up as Tudors
perhaps, with dodgy nylon costumes, and re-enacting battles with tin-foil
swords.
‘Um, I’m quite busy,’ I
said warily. ‘I’m not sure I’ll have much time for extra-curricular stuff at
first, at least until I’ve caught up.’
He smiled, as if I’d missed
the point of a joke, but only said, ‘Of course. Now, we have ten minutes before
first period, so I’ll give you a whistle-stop tour of the school to orientate
you. Mr Henderson is very keen on punctuality, but I think there’s just enough
time.’
‘You’re late,’ said Mr Henderson without looking up as I sidled
into a classful of staring eyes.
‘I’m so sorry,’ I said,
slightly out of breath. Mr Brereton’s brisk pace had left me wondering if I’d
remembered to put deodorant on that morning. Altogether a brilliantstart
to my new school career. ‘I’m new. Mr Brereton was just showing me around.’
‘Oh.’ He looked up and
assessed me. ‘Anna Winterson?’
‘Yes.’
‘Well, sit down. We sit
alphabetically in my classes.’
I tried not to show my
surprise. It looked like Mr Brereton hadn’t been exaggerating when he said
Winter High was old-fashioned. My old school was pretty traditional, but
alphabetical order? What were we, ten?
‘Madeleine, move up,
please. Anna, take Madeleine’s place.’
A tall, slim girl at the
back of the class looked suddenly furious.
‘Oh but Mr Henderson I’d
just got all my—’
‘Does Winterson come before
Woburn or not, Madeleine? Unless you care to change your name I suggest you
move up a place.’
‘Yes, Mr Henderson.’ She
stood up, banging her books together with unnecessary force, and stamped along
to the next desk, leaving a place free. I sat down, feeling my cheeks flame
scarlet, and wished the floor could swallow me up. The force of her glare on my
left side was like a blast furnace.
‘Turn to page one eighty in
the blue book please everyone.’
There was a universal
rustling and I sighed inwardly and raised my hand again. Mr Henderson was
writing on the board and didn’t turn around.
‘I will get you a book for
the next lesson, Anna. In the meantime please share with Seth.’
The boy sitting next to me
pushed his book across and smiled. ‘Hi, Seth Waters,’ he whispered under cover
of the sound of Mr Henderson’s chalk.
‘I’m Anna,’ I whispered
back.
He put out his hand, and I
shook it quietly. It was dry and strong and very warm, and I was horribly
conscious of my own sticky palm, sweaty from trotting after Mr Brereton. There
were callouses on his palm and fingers, and oil deeply grained around the short
square nails. I wondered what he did that left his hands so rough.
‘I hope you’re good at
differentiation, Anna. Because I’m beginning to think I should have taken
Applied and Statistics after all.’
Actually I was good
at differentiation, and I’d also already studied the kind of equation Mr
Henderson was outlining on the board. Which was a good thing because I was
completely unable to concentrate.
Seth Waters was possibly
the most beautiful boy I’d ever seen. To say he had curly dark hair, dark eyes
and tanned skin was all true, but still completely missed the point – he had an
indefinable something that made me completely unable to tear my eyes away. I
couldn’t stop looking at him sideways as I sat there, pretending to read page
one eighty, but in fact watching the muscles of his forearms moving under his
tanned skin as he wrote, the string of beads round his throat, the movement of
his Adam’s apple as he swallowed.
As I looked down at the
book I saw there were actual goosebumps on the skin of my arm and I bit my lip,
hard, to bring myself back to reality. This was pathetic! Lesson one, and
already I was having hot flushes and palpitations. What next, was I going to
swoon in English or something? It wasn’t like I’d never met a boy before, for
heaven’s sake. OK, I hadn’t had classes with them on a daily basis, but I knew plentyof
boys. London wasn’t exactly short of the male sex. But I had to admit, I’d
never, never met someone like Seth Waters. Surely, though, there couldn’t be
many more like him in the school? If there were I was going to be in serious
trouble with my exams, that was for sure.
It looked like I wouldn’t
be the only one. Maybe Seth was right, and he should have taken Applied and
Statistics, because he certainly didn’t act too enthralled by Pure. He
day-dreamed through most of the lesson, staring out of the window at the sea
sparkling in the distance. At the end of the lesson he scooped up his books and
gave me a devastating smile that crinkled the tanned skin of his cheeks.
‘Nice to meet you, Hannah.’
Hannah. Great. I’d clearly
made quite an impression.
The next period was Classics and we were free to choose our
places. I was early this time, but still hovered nervously by the door, not
wanting a repeat of the hostility with Madeleine if I somehow chose the wrong
place. In the end a pink-cheeked girl in a clashing red jumper took pity on me.
‘Hi there, you’re Anna
aren’t you? I saw you in Maths. Come and sit with me and Liz.’
‘I’d love to, thanks.’ I
sat down gratefully at her table and said, ‘Sorry, I saw you too but I didn’t
get your name?’
‘I’m June. And this is my
friend, Liz.’ I nodded at Liz and she smiled shyly, hiding her face behind a
curtain of blonde hair.
‘Thanks for letting me
share your table; I was worried about picking the wrong place.’
‘Oh, what – after the
business with Madeleine?’ June laughed as she got out her books. She was
sharper than she looked. ‘Don’t worry about it, Anna. Madeleine’s just one of
the thousand and one members of the Seth Waters fan club. Yawn.’
‘Oh, I know,’ Liz
said.‘It’s so boring. It’s like he and Caroline are king and queen of the
school.’
‘Caroline’s his
girlfriend,’ June put in. ‘Thank God we don’t have a prom here or we’d have to
put up with them being crowned and all that crap. Although whether Mr Harkaway
would allow that, I don’t know. Seth’s not exactly flavour of the month with
the authorities …’
‘What do you mean?’ I
asked. June rolled her eyes.
‘Oh, you know, the usual.
Drinks, smokes, got a tattoo against the rules. He was suspended a year or two
back for getting into a fight and smacking some guy’s head into a wall, but it
didn’t seem to do any good. Comes from a broken home, dontcha know. Anyway his
reputation doesn’t seem to put any of the airheads off. I expect every school
has their official babe-magnet. Was it like that at your last school, Anna?’
‘Not exactly. My last
school was single sex.’
‘Oh how awful!’ Liz looked
comically horrified. ‘Poor you!’ Then she blushed, as if fearing she’d been too
critical. ‘Though it must be nice too, probably makes life a lot simpler.’
‘Yeah, there’d be a lot
less bitching around if it weren’t for people like Seth,’ June added.
‘He seemed OK when I sat
next to him,’ I said. Annoyingly unable to remember a person’s name, granted,
but not bitchy, I had to give him that.
‘It’s not him,’ June
said.‘It’s the effect he has on the female half of the population. Plus
Caroline’s a total bitch. Sorry, I really hate that word but she is. She’s
always been a prize PITA and since last year, when she started going out with
Seth, she’s been unbearable. You’d think he’d conferred divine powers on her.
If it’s not snide comments about virgins, it’s bitching about who’s trying to
steal him off her, and if it’s not that, it’s how amaaaaaaaaazing he is in
bed.’
She rattled on to her Classics homework without expecting an
answer, and I was glad. There didn’t seem a whole lot I could say to that.
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